by Charles A. Collins, Jr.
Published in the December 2016 issue of the
Carolina Compass Faith supplement to the
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In
last month's Carolina
Compass
I recalled the twelve year relationship that I had with my late
Black-Lab/Beagle mix, Sabrina, who died in October, discussed the
adoption of Bee, my Black-Lab/Pit Bull mix who had previously been
abused, and noted how her period of our getting used to each other
had progressed up until that point. While I don't intend to produce a
monthly journal of how things are progressing, Bee succeeded in
providing another teachable moment since my last entry.
It wasn't
long after I brought Bee home that I noticed that she needed to be
put on a leash to be moved upstairs and downstairs even within my
house; furthermore, when letting her out in the yard I would have to
go out, put her on the leash, and bring her back into the house on
the leash (when she decided to hide out in some shrubbery that
included some thorns late one night I ended up donning my gore-tex
parka and heavy gloves and diving into the shrubbery to retrieve
her). I suspect that this behavior is less a result of her abuse than
her extended stay at the SPCA for the healing of her burn and other
health issues – they lead animals to various points in their
facility on leashes and I believe she became institutionalized.
Curiously, she's mellowed a bit and will now go upstairs unleashed
but has to be led back downstairs.
With the cooler weather
I've taken to taking her to ride along with me on Fridays as I go to
visit my patients – I wouldn't want to leave her in the car in warm
weather but on cool days that's not an issue. It seems to assist in
our bonding and gets her out of the house. She doesn't stay under my
feet at home but at my office she invariably stays close to me if I
go to the copier or likewise move about. A couple of weeks ago I was
driving with her making visits when I heard an unusual chewing noise
and upon further investigation noticed that she'd chewed through the
leather leash that I had bought before getting her. To the pet store
we went that evening to procure a new, nylon, leash. Shortly after
that, confident that I had acted as a wise and responsible master, I
took her for a walk around the neighborhood; something startled her
and she got out of the leather collar that I'd purchased in
preparation for her adoption and run down the street taking cover
under a neighbor's pickup truck. There I was, lying on the ground in
the dark beside the truck when the neighbor and his wife returned
home – prompting him to wonder what the strange man was doing to
his truck. Fortunately they were both understanding and helpful in
loaning me some dog treats to prod her out. At the suggestion of some
friends I purchased a Martingale collar, which has a much more secure
fit, and that's no longer an issue.
By now you may be
thinking, “Well, that's nice, but this is in the faith section so
where's the faith application?” Simply put, it occurred to me that
Bee's tenuous relationships with her collars and leashes are not
unlike the errors that people fall into regarding God's Law.
The
law of the Lord is perfect,
reviving the soul;
the testimony of the Lord is sure,
making wise the simple;
the precepts of the Lord are right,
rejoicing the heart;
the commandment of the Lord is pure,
enlightening the eyes; the fear of the Lord is clean,
enduring forever;
the rules[ of the Lord are true,
and righteous altogether. More to be desired are they than gold,
even much fine gold;
sweeter also than honey
reviving the soul;
the testimony of the Lord is sure,
making wise the simple;
the precepts of the Lord are right,
rejoicing the heart;
the commandment of the Lord is pure,
enlightening the eyes; the fear of the Lord is clean,
enduring forever;
the rules[ of the Lord are true,
and righteous altogether. More to be desired are they than gold,
even much fine gold;
sweeter also than honey
and drippings of the
honeycomb. – Psalm 19 7-10 (ESV)
God's Law is good –
indeed perfect – given to us so that we might know how to live but
we in our sinful nature rebel against it and resist it. At times it
may feel constraining, as Bee's leash might, but the licentiousness
that passes for freedom often comes at our detriment. She may have
felt free when she wiggled out of her collar and was able to run down
the street as she wished but she could've easily been hit (thankfully
the traffic was light where I was walking her). As my friend the
Rev'd Dr. Mark Ross, Professor of Theology at Erskine TheologicalSeminary, has noted, you cannot cut across the grain of the sovereign
creator of the universe without getting cosmic splinters. While a
locomotive may be limited by the tracks on which it runs it only
works properly on those tracks.
At
the same time, there are misuses of God's Law. Christ fulfilled the
ceremonial law perfectly and as a Southerner, who enjoys barbecue and
shrimp, I am thankful that He did. Legalism can hinder us from
enjoying the liberty that we have in Christ. I look forward to the
day that Bee realizes that she can wander throughout my house at will
but right now she's limiting herself. We also misuse God's Law when
we turn to it, and to our own efforts, rather than relying on God's
Grace: “ For
by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own
doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no
one may boast.” (Ephesians 2:8,9 [ESV]). We must never loose sight
of the fact that we don't earn our salvation and right relationship
with God by being good enough, rather it is all of grace.
Bee
will, I trust, come to terms with her leash when being on it is in
her best interests while feeling free to roam about her home when she
may do so. Likewise, I hope that we as Christians embrace God's Law
not out of drudgery or bargaining Him but our of gratitude for the
grace and mercy He has shown us through Christ Jesus.
The
Rev'd Charles A. Collins, Jr. is an Anglican priest who currently
serves as Chaplain for a local hospice. He may be contacted at
drew.collins [at] gmail.com